i dare not pin up high hopes for my scar to disappear. blame me for my itchy hands. but i really do hope that my parents allow me to remove my scar at all cost. i don't want to hide myself forever. i want to be like others too. orhs well. i feel so troublesome! maybe i will start with stringent hygenie now that i got my sensitive skins back. urrghs. hate this feeling right now. i really miss him. so stupid ! go in play until so late. tomorrow sure tired like hell lots. humph!

♥ 8:16 AM

life is full of twists and turns. I've done 2 operations up to date. My ear and lips. Since young, i've full of medical problems, having ezcema, being cured from it by various application of different brands of calming lotion. Ear being blocked by a waxes which cause my rashes and also temporary hearing disabilites. Many people were shone away from me then because the rashes went up to my face. orh wells.Now i don't wish to be others topic of gossips. what i really want now is to be able to be cured from it. Alothough my mother has promised me to see a dermatologist, i just feel insecure. Being having to wear polo tees and t shirt is just miserable enoough. Seeing how others being dressed so nicely, but me. my warbrode is full of spags, tanks and tubes and low cults. how am i going to go through this ordeal? My bbfs have been supportive of me, but they couldn't understand my agony.

♥ 9:47 PM

I want a new skin please~ I want to pass my FTT right away~ I want to eat subway~way to go! I want good results please~ I want to jog 6 times a week please~

♥ 5:52 AM

hols have started.

Nothing is better than staying at home.

I've been feeding myself with lots of entertainment lately. Like HK dramas and KOREA dramas. I think my shows are always never ending. I always watched not until the finale, because i can't remember what epi i last watched. -.-

Dearest birthday and FS birthday is this coming thurs. Hope they would enjoy the celebration tomorrow. (:

Dearest wanna hug his presents to sleep. Because he knew he would receive a better present this trime round.

Everyone close to me seems to find a partner.

Love is so in the air.

rights peeps?! (:

♥ 1:42 AM

i thought that since i've nothing to do, i'll do some updates (:

orhs well, my woman is now different class from me ;( that is like so sad lars, but we still meet up often to school, lunch and probably some outtings =) now, imma quite active in gym activities. cause now imma paying 1.50 bucks, so when the time that i've to pay 2.50, i will visit the gym less often :) or if imma rich, i will sign up for gym membership! hees.

my tighs, big problem, my belly big problem. When imma tone down. I will complete my ballet grade 8 and continue with further ballet. i hope it won't be too late. or i will venture out to modern cum jazz and hip-hop. (:

imma so afraid of BTT ! uurhgs. but hope i can pass jsut the first time!

i wanna work , but thinking that i don't have the time to exercise. made me ponder. but i shall see how is it working for a short term. (:

i do weigh lighter now. i guess?! but still imma not satisfied. i wanna tone down. i don't want to go back ballet oversized. losing my stamina. hmms.

i wanna do well for this semester. i will work hard. screw OB. so like POM.

imma still waiting for huiwen's due photos! update please! haas. (i know it will kill you instantly uploading, but everyone is excited!)

♥ 6:47 AM

Landed safely back on home ground yesterday! =)

I saw many online clothings in Bangkok, which is selling way much cheaper. hmms, will travel more to bangkok to buy my clothings! i feel so cheated buying online clothings =/

i simply love the buffet breakfast at my hotel. so many nice food to eat! settled both breakfast and lunch together! haas. taxi drviers just simply won't drive us back to our hotel because our hotel is well known for its congestion at peak hours. so they demand 100B which MAX with meter is like 60 plus B?! hmms. so no choice, we got to take BTS back to our hotel then walk back to hotel! gosh. imagine without knowing how to walk back, we just walked seeing the building there. hmms,

I regretted not buying a straw hat there! =/ orh wells, next trip there i will buy! haas

after arriving, went to celebrate Hui Wen's BDAE! haas. She is 18 now! haas. we'll take our driving lessons together! cool rights?!

Soon school will be starting, that goes my holiday~

♥ 10:34 PM

mmmms, went haji lane and bugis with huiwen yesterday! =) hurhurs. didn't buy anything from this shopping trip. we'll shop at bangkok for my coming trip.

There is simply nothing to do this holiday. thats like so sad lars. i can only watch dramas that my mother bought from HK and visit the gym, jog near my house, eat, sleep, surf the net, meet my dearest.

I want to work at SUBWAY! its like so cool. ( i know you think imma crazy, craving to work there) orhs well, all need to halt after i come back from my trip.

But who knows. Holiday started, went to HK , came back from HK and off to BK. thats like separating me from my friends from catching up! :( sobs.

well there is still time.

♥ 6:40 AM